Well that wasn't very fun... Apparently if you type in "gewgle.com" into your address bar, it automatically redirects to "Google.com"

... ghey.

***REPAIR MODE INITIALIZED***




... There's a lot wrong with this picture. There has been for a little bit now.

Things that have been happening, actions being done. It just doesn't fit me in the least. But they are being done by me, none the less. I went into this whole things with my guard up, looking for anything blatant and obvious to where I could use as a reason to say "Fuck it" and move on. But I was looking for the wrong things.

The most damaging situations were built up right under my feet and I was too stupid to notice it in time before things started to catch fire and burn.

Have things burned completely? Hopefully not, but it's going to take a shit ton of work to get these things right and running properly again. I've been an idiot lately and a lot of it has had to do with the scenario of being placed in the situation of being a naive petard with a large amount of dynamite.

I didn't say no to the offers of more, and once it was coursing through my system, I was foolish enough obviously lose control. The warnings of others inadvertently went unheeded as I was looking for obvious signs of damaging control when there was none to be seen.

I've lost a lot of respect from others that I hold highly because of it.

I've lost a lot of respect for myself.

Damn it all. Damn it.

I don't know who on the damaged end will help me, whether I deserve it or not, to find a new starting point. I do, however, know where to not look, though.

After some talk with the girlfriend tonight, I've actually discovered what I was thinking to be true.

The source of my jackassy behavior from time to time. Said jackassy behavior caused a lot of strife and tension between the two of us, as well as some sporadic instances between what I consider to be good friends.

Now that I have a clear-cut understanding the source, I am going to keep guard up and limit interaction with it.

The hard part is deciding whether to kick her or kiss her.

Note to self: The Renaissance Festival is always more expensive than you think it's going to be. Even more so if you have a bad habit of impulse buying.


But that fucking hat is cool.

... and the banners.
... and her earrings.
... and the garlic seasoning.
... and the leather mug.
... not to mention the turkey leg was amazing as usual.
... as was the beer.
... the mead too.

Wall Street At Front Of The Line For H1N1 Vaccine

For those of you that are keeping tabs: the American Dream apparently includes "rights to first-in-line for necessary vaccines"...

so work for that and you're good.

That is all. Night, fuckers.

The calm before the storm has begun. Violent winds calling for change have blown. The target is marked and soon, the wrath shall be felt. "You call down the thunder and I will reap the whirlwind..."

Don't worry, people. I'm doing this for an assignment.

itis only a test for a class assignment. Hence the locked commentary for this particular post.

Well... on the plus side, the bullshit's on its way out the door after this. :D

Danse Macabre was fucking epic, though! Thanks a fucking ton for those that made it out!!

That being said, I really have to find a more different way of showing how the trachea interferes with a proper "vampire bite" as we know it...

Its time I started expanding my network.

I know I can do it. I am confident in my ability and others are confident in my skills as well. I want to see where else I can have as my playground and spin to my heart's content.

I want to travel, but that's on hold because of work. I also want to be locally known and solidify myself and establish a following.

Time will tell. Faces will know and ears will wargasm. It's time Prototype started asking questions :D ...

In the meantime, some epic events coming up here with SCP. Looking forward to them. I am troubleshooting a night for spinning and (hopefully) becoming a resident at Dammit Janet. Not 100% on the days, but have been asked to do Thursdays, which is just as good (pay depending :B).

Have done some sporadic events with Chris' night over at Buck Wild. That was pretty fucking fun, too.

I wonder what else can be achieved... I want more because I know I can hack it.

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On a sidenote:

My Microsoft Office 07 is suddenly stating that my copy is not genuine.

Here's more shit: I don't have my discs anymore due to damage in the move.

If I leave it on my computer(s), what can happen? Should I consider just uninstalling it and going to OpenOffice?

Tech geeks please help!

The Bucket List. Place an X by all the things you've done and remove the X from the ones you have not.

Things you have done during your lifetime:
(x ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Gave blood
(x) Skipped school
( ) Watched someone die
(x) Been to Mexico
(X) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Hawaii
(X) Been on a plane
(x) Been on a helicopter
(X) Been lost
(x) Gone to Washington, DC
(x) Ridden in a police car- oh yeah, and in fashionable bracelets
(x) Hugged a homeless person
(X) Swam in the ocean
(x) Swam with stingrays
(x) Been sailing in the ocean
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(X) Recently colored with crayons
( ) Ran a marathon
(x) Sang Karaoke
( ) Volunteered at a soup kitchen
(X) Paid for a meal with coins only
(x) Been to the top of the St. Louis Arch
( ) Seen the northern lights
( ) Been para sailing
(x) Been on TV
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x) Been down Bourbon Street in New Orleans
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) Fed a Giraffe
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(X) Fired a gun
(X) Danced in the rain
(x) Been to the opera
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Serenaded someone
(x) Seen a US President in person
(x) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Watched the sunrise with someone
( ) Driven a race car
(x) Been to a National Museum
(x) Been to a wax museum
(x) Eaten caviar
(X) Blown bubbles
(X) Gone ice-skating
(X) Gone to the movies
(x) Been deep sea fishing
(x) Driven across the United States
( ) Been in a hot air balloon
( ) Been sky diving
(x) Gone snowmobiling
(x) Lived in more than one country
(X) Lay down outside at night and admired the stars while listening to the crickets
(X) Seen a falling star and made a wish
( ) Enjoyed the beauty of Old Faithful Geyser
( ) Seen the Grand Canyon
(x) Seen the Statue of Liberty
( ) Gone to the top of Seattle Space Needle
( ) Been on a cruise
(X) Traveled by train
(x) Traveled by motorcycle
(x) Been horse back riding
( ) Ridden on a San Francisco CABLE CAR
( ) Been to Disneyland/Disney world
(x) Been in a rain forest
(x) Seen whales in the ocean
( ) Been to Niagara Falls
( ) Ridden on an elephant
(x) Swam with dolphins
( ) Been to the Olympics
( ) Walked on the Great Wall of China
( ) Saw and heard a glacier calf
( ) Been spinnaker flying -
(X) Been water-skiing
(x) Been snow-skiing
( ) Been to Westminster Abbey
(x) Been to the Louvre
(x) Swam in the Mediterranean
(x) Been to a Major League Baseball game
(x) Been to a National Football League game
(x) Swam with sharks
(x) Been White Water Rafting
(x) Written a book or screen play
( ) Been to a Tournament of Roses Parade
(x) Lived in more than one state
( ) Become a parent
( ) Been Bungee Jumping
(x) Been to Vegas
(x) Been to a minor league baseball game
( ) Worked on a political campaign
(x) Been to the top of the World Trade Center or Empire State Building
(x) Ridden a Subway
( ) Been to your High School Reunion

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ALSO!!!

There are always things beyond my knowledge and/or understanding that turn people I used to find cool into people I just cant relate to anymore. It just sucks when they take other cool people with them.

A hasty retreat was necessary due to a second party having some ill feelings that had the potential to brew over and not be good. In general, however, last night was pretty damned fun. Much thanks to James for organizing the event and hopefully there will be more events of the such.

I had an awesome time last night. More to come, but for now, Peking Duck is calling my name right now.

Additionally, Torch, did you happen to keep the crossfade knob and metal pin after we found it? If not, I can rig something to replace it by Sunday.

Rest in Peace, Amigo.